am so blah.

I've been doing a really great job posting in 2009. Just look at all I've written! I've been off work for the past month which means two days a week when the boy is at preschool I get to hang out with myself. And that just feels weird. I've discovered I'm not especially good company for myself. I tend to let myself sloth around and I don't say a word when myself gets nothing accomplished. I even looked the other way when I noticed myself balled up on the couch watching GED on tv. Let's face it. Me and myself are not good together. We are going nowhere fast.

My hands are freezing cold. I wish I could just get past that but I can't.

There are so many other things I need to be doing right now. Instead I've been looking at beach house rentals. I am not using my time wisely.

I'm going to go do something productive. But I'm not going to eat anything because I'm on a strict no eating past 5pm diet thing. It's going to be a long night.